meow i like you so much

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srsly, FUCK school

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i llove lsd

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i despise money.

no more spending!! i need to save

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i feel like i’m in such a weird place at the moment.

i’m just waiting for summer and spending all my time working and getting drunk and not really focusing on school even though i should be.i feel like work drains me so much that i don’t want to think or move or be present afterward and that sucks. i wish money wasn’t such a necessity to do the things i want to do.

i had bad dreams last night and woke up thinking they were real.

i need to just get through this week, only one more day of class and it’s art, which will be okay and then a hopefully awesome weekend and then spring break.

i can doooo it! i just wish i had a happier outlook on life in general, though i feel bad just saying it and not actively doing anything to change it.

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i really should be trying to start my readings

but my lack of motivation is ridiculously overwhelming, especially the past few weeks.

i partly attribute that to the recent weather, i am craving sunshine more than anything

i can’t stop thinking about summer and it’s killing me

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“The Grateful Dead are the reliable band. They are the sonic, aural equivalent to warm water. When you’ve taken anmanita muscaria or you’re just smoking a lot of weed or some psychotropic drug or some tool to get in a state that is maybe familiar, maybe unfamiliar to you, but outside of your typical, sober, conscious state, what do you need? Anything jagged, anything definitive, can be dangerous. It can be that thing that slips you over to a bad trip. The Dead, for example, sing [in “Box of Rain”], Look out any window/ Any morning, any evening, any day/ Maybe the sun is shining. Maybe… A lot of the lyrics are “maybe.” They give you choices. The sun might be shining, it might not. Things could be this way or they could be the other way. That’s what you want to hear. You don’t want it to be, “This is the way it is.” They give you these options and choices and it’s all a world of maybe. And the realm of maybe is what really makes a trip comforting. They are that comfort. Suddenly the water isn’t going to boil and it’s not going to turn ice cold, it’s going to stay warm.”

— devendra banhart (via fuckyesjerrygarcia)

(via eyessoftheworld)

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no no no no

i don’t want you now

a couple of days ago would’ve been nice

but not right now

please go away

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“Your past is just a story. And once you realize this, it has no power over you.”

— Chuck Palahniuk (via gorjira)

(Source: lackingconsistency, via lunasunflower)

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i don’t want to be sad anymore

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